Wait, broke the wagon. Yes, wait.

I don't know what happens to me between then and now. Or happened upon. Or once upon a time. They all seem to be the same and indifferent to me anyway. Not that I'm indifferent. Gosh, if anything all I do is care care care and then care some more. And that's when things that I want to get done fall on the wayside. Or never get out of wherever they're clutter brained away in the first place. It's a metaphor or an idiom but it may not have worked. And besides I stole it from Bob Harper; he describes clutter brain as all the noise in regards to weight loss and nutrition and diets that we've encountered in our lifetime and that keeps us from reaching our (weight loss) goals because it clutters our brains. I think. Shoot, my dad may have been saying this to me all along. He calls it using my memory for things irrelevant, I like to call that using my memory for details - see how different our perspective is already? I remember seeing a red sweater on a stranger 4 days ago in the 3rd aisle from the left when I was wondering the store looking for something I couldn't remember finding and I can still see the sweater, v neck, thin weight, almost cranberry but why was I in the store again? I guess we get in our weigh? Hah, Bob Harper, did you use that line in your book? I suppose it goes both ways/weighs!!! But really what it comes down to is wait - how long do we allow ourselves to wait to achieve success? Whatever your definition of success may be. However minute or insane a success is to you. Why do we wait? What are we waiting for? The only thing that is certain is that you can't wait forever because you eventually run out of time. Of course I keep thinking there's plenty of time, tomorrow, next week, after this holiday or that birthday or when we get a rainy day or when I win the lottery - because those are the best times to start something new or something I've been putting off or waiting for. See, it really was wait that broke the wagon.